For the new year I try to cling to this song line: “Life is so much sadder, when things don’t matter.” Well, most people avoid difficulties in their life, thinking the economical way: It’s not good to invest that much, to advance all these feelings that make me vulnerable. But every single emotion that smashes every day life to pulp makes it far more worth living. Well I guess, this stands against all survival instincts und I will regret all of it when it comes to the crunch. And in the end it’s only the glorification of stupidity, of the inability to let pass.